I am tired of doing this. First I lost my motivation and now I’m just plain tired. Women are crazy. Women are out of their minds. Every time I read the papers on the help section, there will always be some letters from some women that just drive me nuts. I see it almost everyday and to be honest, it’s depressing.

My nerves are gone. Why do so many of you women treat a man like he is your man if he is telling you to your face that he ain't your man and don't want you for nothing more than your booty! Obviously you enjoy getting used as a sex toy. You encourage it! You support it! It's exciting to wonder where he is and how you can entice him back to your bed so you can get used some more!

For some reason, the female sex is plagued with low self esteem. Scientists report that a woman’s chief concern within relationships is that of being abandoned. So many women sadly put all their energies into worrying about keeping a man around... plotting, planning, snooping, and manipulating. Without a man (sometimes ANY man), they feel like nothing. I mean, you got to agree with me on this. This whole thing is a fact. Low self-esteem women can’t stand being alone.

Treat yourself with kindness and love. Choose better partners, men that demonstrate on a daily basis their respect and love for you. Accept that you deserve to be treated well, deserve to be loved, and deserve to have in your life and your arms a man that you don't have to chase down or beg for attention and love.

And another disturbing fact is that, a lot of women are darn good in giving excuses to themselves. They rationalize every single bad thing. No matter how obvious things are, they will always take the easy way out and just come up with an excuse and live with it. If a guy hits her, she will just say, "maybe he is having a bad day at the office. He doesn’t mean to hit me". If he slept with another girl, she will say, "maybe that bitch drugged him and took advantage of him. He’s the real victim here, I shouldn’t be mad at him". Research has prove that women lie more compare to men (in general) but one important fact they left out is that women are extremely good in lying to themselves.

I do not know why I am like this. The thing, I shouldn’t have been bothered by it but I am. Whenever I come across women like this, women who got low self-esteem, women who got no self-worth, I get really upset. I’ve learn to keep my mouth shut and just let them burn but my heart still aches. And let me tell you, it seriously doesn’t feel nice.

I think there is more to it in me than me being a typical "I care for everything" Sagittarian. Maybe some psychological matter, maybe my head has got some loose screws. I don’t know but I really want to know why, so I can stop feeling this way. Maybe because I used to have low self-esteem (yeah, I do, otherwise I wouldn’t have got burnt) that I know how it feels and that no one should ever have to go thru that.

Whatever the reason is, I really do hope that the next time I see or read something like this again, I would not feel anything. I really do not want to care anymore. I care for what I should but for crying out loud, please don't make me care for every damn thing.